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Love how God's HeART works...With having Dreams as a little girl with Creative Truths> One being pictures & writings shown as books, in believing what seemed intriguing, sparking the heART within my little child wonder...Holy Trinity > God, Jesus, Holy Spirit knew what they were doing with someone who had no idea who they were; rather only the sensing to create, As the very next day in waking i couldn't wait to write and "birth forth" what was envisioned. And that is exactly what happened creating heavens books to hand out to my little friends. As one of my top love languages is Gift Giving...Another sparkling endearment to capture HeART*2* heARTS for Affectionate embrace to stimuli what each Chosen, Valued, Treasured needed.
However, seemingly The Awe & Wonder had demonically got lost along the way of prodigal tendencies with insanity cycles of The Disses and Misses of Diseases, Disorders, D(Y)sfunction> Mistaken identity, Misunderstood validation & Misused Addictive darkness from generational curses & not knowing the worth, value and treasure this little girl carried all along, with not even growing up in a biblical Christian household.
However, years later what changed the trajectory and train track into a course correction was a HeART*2*heART Dream Encounter.
To give further insight revealed below are The 3 Chosen, Valued, Treasured Prophetic Pieces> with Poetry UnVeiling The I Am in Who Am I...These Blazed The Trail for B*Blessed BeLoved Books with later bringing Creation Actors to life behind the mask in Who Am I? T.V Therapy Vision with I Am has sent me to U*.
Above Are The 3 UnVeiled heART Pieces> Below is The Downloadable Poetry bridging Together with giving Understanding and Answers to the Questions God's Chosen, Valued, Treasures may have in longing to come out of:
The Wilderness as Mistaken & Chosen?
The Valley as Misunderstood & Valued?
The Desert as Misused & Treasured?
Guiding BeLoved's 2 B*Blessed in The Endeavors Our Creator has Set Apart for each ONE*Of*A Kind Creation willing to Receive The Promises Awaiting Them Who Believe... *U* Are Worth Crossing Over into Your Promised Land : )
***Blessed is she who has believed God will Fulfill His Promises to Her~ Luke 1:45
unveiled heart wilderness valley desert (docx)
Download*DISeases: Addicted to Alcohol, Weed, Tobacco, Porn, Sex- Men/Women
OCD- Impulsive to those Revolving Doors
*The Trauma: Bisexual/Lesbian Inhabitants via growing up as a "Tomboy" with two older brothers, the only girl- Pushed around from peers with sexual taunts/torments that gave way to inadequacies of not knowing how to be a "Lady".
*Identity was Lost in Instant Gratifications to Meet Needs- Where True Joy was sucked up by the Enticements of Darkness.
***What helped her Overcome the Disses:
Writing it Out with Expressive Poetry
*The Cause: Generational Iniquities/Impurities: Here Are The Oppressors, who brought The Suppression of Deep Emotions to Drown the Heart/Soul- Mind, Will into Chronic Depression: With their Mission to Cause Pre-mature Death. The Main Three from The Generational Line & With Many More from Opening Doors from The Sin that So Easily Entangled: ***Leviathan, Jezebel, Python***These and a Legion/Plethora of More- Played their Part in All of the Life Movie Scenes from Who Am I*** (The Rest are in Challenge Accepted- UnAfraid & UnShamed: To get Your Deliverance & BreakThrough, Identifying with The Help of God's Covenant TrUSt: Go to Kingdom Books)
*Disorders: Eating Disorders- Binging/Bulimia/Anorexia
*The Trauma: Emotions of Inferiority/Felt she didn't have a Voice- Shy*Timid/Image got distorted from bullying, where looking in the mirror all she could see were the lies. (ugly/big thighs/butt- nose...too big this and that- while making her feel small on the inside; hense feelings of inferiority
*Identity was Lost in Believing the lie to Belittle herself to make others look bigger, from a fear mentality of failing, of not being good enough or measuring up...with the scarcity of being made fun of or becoming inferior herself when the light shined on her and was scared of what might take over; therefore, darkness crouched/cornered her into The Traumas of being little, while making Everything else look/appear big.
***What Helped Her Overcome the Disses:
Voicing it Out with Expressive Improv*Rap Songs
*D(Y)sfunction: People Pleasing, Cutting-Suicidal Survivor from jumping out of Moving Vehicles, Taking bottles of pills with death in mind
*The Trauma: Oppressive Relationships from Verbal/Emotional/Physical/Sexual Abuses
*Identity was Lost in trying to Make sure Everyone was OK and Happy, while trying to avoid Her Pain through Unhealthy Gravitational Pulls.
***What Helped Her Overcome the Disses:
Dancing & Singing it Out
*DIStractions: Self- Righteous wining/complaining with Wine and Hard Liquor to Boot- Addicted to making others feel Miserable- through a *Madusa* Cold-Heart, not caring how She Distracted others for Hearts to become like Her Frozen*Seducing Heart- That, gave way into Stripping, an Abortion, Cursing with Many Blackouts coming to in some she desires to forget.
*The Trauma: Sexual Abuse at a young age and grew into Demonic Rape, She got fed up and gave up on -Men & Women- from the lies/deception of darkness where initially that is what covered her soul and enticed them into Her Sexual Lure of piercing Hard*Heartedness
*Identity was Lost in Madusa and many other Cohorts with the Aftermath of what Calculated to Devastating Unfruitful deeds of darkness.
***What Helped Her Overcome the Disses:
Acting it Out with much needed J.E.M Umph to Her Try to be Triumphant!
*DISillusioned: With the Highs on Highs- Witchcraft of "Puff the Magic Dragon" with a made up Reality- Where Deceiving Spirits played on Her Gates of Fantasy, Desires, Imagination and very Will.
*The Trauma: Mental/Emotional Bondage from The Demonic Hordes- With her Witnessing the 6 Regions of Hell that plagued her with Schizophrenic Madness- Insanity- 5150 from the Terror that tried to keep her Stuck*Paralyzed in The Paralysis of Generational Disorders- of False Realities, but oh So Real from what Jesus Illuminated*Led her to Come Out Of.
*Identity was Lost in the 6 Regions of Hell with the Fight to know her True Reality from The Pit, Abyss, Regions of The Sea- Death, Hell, The Grave- That Tried to keep her in it's Reality of not Living to have their way with Her, where in fact, almost took her out time and time again
***What Helped Her Overcome the Disses:
Creating it Out with Emphasis on a much needed HeART2heART Connection from The HeART of The Father
*DISsatisfied: Where a DIScomforted Soul could not be Satisfied with the Value Invested in Her. Whether it be Heaven Sent and/or Heaven Led through People= She had a DISquieted Suppression of Guilt where Condemnation brought Discouragement from the Countless times of DISappointment..Where A Treasure of Worth Seemed to Be No Where in Sight
*The Trauma: Years of Tears, Years of Abuse, Years of Torture, Years of Agony,- Pain- Suffering...from The Mockery, Belittling -Shame, Fault finding- Slanderer who drug Her through the Intensity of His Fires*Traumatizing and Demoralizing So Much So...Worth was not an Image she could neither see nor Believe
*Identity was Lost in A Shame Based Image- Embarrassed for who she was and what she believed in: An image that betrayed itself as anything, but worthy...Where A Chosen, Valued, Treasured Heart could not see Her Worth, let Alone Her Identity in The I Am.
***What Helped Her Overcome the Disses:
In EvErY When in Doubt Moment...A Worthy Soul Remembers The J.E.M Within to Lead in Creative Light for The heART to Live in A Love Sparkling Her Emotions in wanting*needing*desiring to Dance it Out, Sing it Out, Write it Out, Voice it Out, Act it Out and Create it Out~This is what Shaped Her True Form into The HeART of The Father helping Her to Overcome The Disses*EvErY Time*
Through The Form of Expression helps the Dark Pockets of Shame, Condemnation and/or Fears Lift Off when Light Distinguishes the Pain of Suppression, where any holding on of Emotions need to be Released; therefore, it was in Writing- Where it All Started...
Niesje went to Counselors and Therapist of the World, unfortunately they could only give what they had learned, and none could provide her with the Tools to FULLY Overcome what was So Internally Woven in her Soul. It was then, deciding not to turn to the world; rather choosing to Listen to the Still Small Voice Within Her.
And, she started to Write it Out...Leading to typing what The Holy Spirit was not only pouring through her, but was also downloading Secrets*Revealed- Jeremiah 33:3 As to why her Heart was Broken and Spirit was Crushed= Confirming the Lord is close to the broken hearted and saves the crushed in Spirit- Psalm 34:18
This changed the Trajectory of her life with the same verse being brought up when her closest brother had passed on from seizures due to Alcoholism and many Carriers- As The Lord had Niesje go after him a little over a year by the Saving Grace Philip Matthew Estrada being 34 years old- This occurring in 2018 when He went Home.
And with the Expression of their dad- John thinking Niesje would go before her brother- where premature death, alcoholism and many destructive odds were a force to Try and Withstand.
Niesje and her brother were favorably close whether it be rapping, singing, dancing- improv with some EXTRA silly= Action Takes Creating the Moment or being succumbed to the unfrutiful dark deeds- Together, Creative Light seemed to Shine and where Darkness was the opposite of Laughter and Joy- Trying to steal, kill and destroy every last moment and breath of this Family.
And, As it remains Pslam 34:18- Where the broken pieces needed to be put Together and the crushed/shattered fragments had to make their way into Righteousness, Peace and Joy Again and where the I Am led Niesje to the When in doubt wheel when Darkness tried consuming the very Fruit in which God's Spirit has delegated Her to Rest in: Love, Joy, Peace, Goodness, Kindness, Patience, Gentleness, Faithfulness and Self-Control- Galatians 5:22-23.
In this is where Creation Actors were born from the fragments of what tried to keep her buried in their image = On a Mission to suppress the very Light that desired to Dance, Sing, Write, Create and Voice Through Her...Getting A HeART Heard and Where True From was Discovered in Spirit and Truth= The Treasure of A J.E.M was no longer buried; rather BURSTING WITH PROMISING COLOR*LIGHTING UP THE DARK of Night where doubts, fears, shame once hid...As She Entrusts Each Who Am I To *THE ONE* Whom has been Waiting to Get His HeART Heard through each Creation... Our Heavenly Father Created for Such a Time as This...To Arise & Shine for Your Light Has Come!!!***It's Time BeLoved One to Share Your Story : )
A heART Believing...It *IS* Worth Sharing is A Valuable Treasure- J.E.M Quote
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And where A Life Worth Living is in The Treasure of Your heART...Waiting to Experience The Ride, in This Dance Called Life...As we Allow Jesus our J>E>M Within to Take The Lead in EvErY Step...Now, That is A Treasrureful Ride Each heART needs to Discover in The I AM-With A HeART to Sha*R*ish...***Opening The Treasure Chest of Your heART***UnVeiling the Mysteries of A Star Filled Love waiting to Share His Secrets for His Glory*Presence to be Revealed through You in The Treasureful J.E.M Experience revealing The New Thing in Each Faith Step> Gory 2 Glory!!!
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I Am has sent me to You- Exodus 3:14
The Lord is close to the broken hearted and saves the crushed in sprit- Psalm 34:18
He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds (healing their pain and comforting their sorrow).
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In this Blessed to be a Blessing~ Ongoing AWE*Some Wonder of Who Our Heavenly Father is...will also like to Grace You with an Insightful, yet Humorous Visual Ride to Comfort You and Let Your MARVELOUS SELF Know...You're Not Alone on Your Journey. As Holy Spirit led this New Thing into a Series of UnCensored T.V- Therapy Visions of WHO AM I? With HeART to heART Moments of Challenge Accepted- UnAfraid and UnAshamed.. SOULY For the Brave heARTS Willing to say Bye, Bye to their Old Self...Desiring to GET OUT of Their Revolving Doors of what Tried to keep God's BeLoved Stuck.
With helping HIS CHILDREN B*LOVED on in a Love Formation*FOUNDATION with HeART TRUTHS- FREEDOM REIGNS AS WE Venture into THE UNKNOWN, but KNOWN to *THE ONE***CALLING US THERE***FruitFULL in YOUR TREASUREFUL HeART of Love...TO KNOW IT'S WORTH & VALUE-IN THE *I AM*
In Who Am I? UnCensored T.V~ Therapy Vision+ Addresses Suicide Prevention & Mental Awareness with Encouragement to Be A J.E.M in Your U*Nique Abilities Given.
Jesus Embodying, Encouraging, Equipping Me to Multiply the HeART of The Father Out for All to know The Truth to Set Them Free, Just as He had Saved EvErY Who Am I to *REST* in The I AM~ A Life Worth Living to C Her Worth & Value Comes From *The One* Who Never Took It Away.
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